going through some extremely tough times. fear, paranoia, and sadness make the world feel like it's coming to an edge for me. nearly deactivated my account in preparation for something despicable.
i might come back. maybe in a month, a year, or even next week if i can somehow find a hope, any hope. but for now, i huddle in sadness and a feeling of utter loneliness that drives me to an absolute breaking point.